NOW AND HERE! WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF. YOU ALREADY HAVE EXPERIENCED DEATH...

Every single happening is happening now. Actually since there is no time and exact place you have already experienced every single lives you have been having. It is very spooky when you think about it however it is the truth. You only are awared of your so called past experiences and your current one is your local reality. Your past is only an illusion so you can have lineer time perception.
In this case you might ask what your purpose of your life." Since everything is happening now" phrase sounds like you can not change your destiny is very shallow thinking. Because your future beings are waiting for your awareness and right there in front of your eyes. It is only a matter of feeling sureness not struggling with  doubts and anxiety. You can only reach that vibrational reality to make your own one you should be sure to have it without any doubt so results have their causes for your manifestations in your current reality.
That's called CONSCIOUSLY CONTROLLED  MANIFASTATIONS.
You are already dead and alive why you are afraid of living your NOW? Follow your dreams, make it happen one by one and make it  yourself an heaven.
CELEBRATE YOUR LIFE. BECAUSE HAVING THAT EXPERIENCE ETERNALY IN YOUR HANDS NO MATTER WHAT YOU HAVE TAUGHT FROM THE BEGINNING OF TIME ILLUSION .
 THERE IS NO TIME AND NO WHERE OTHER THAN NOW-HERE.